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My experiences with Jenny and James had been amazing, but summer drew to an end and it was time for me to take up my place at university. I didn?t need much and only took a couple of bags with me, but the move did mean saying goodbye to my sister?s wardrobe. My parents gave me a lift to my student digs and after some typically over the top parental farewells, I was left alone three hundred miles from home.Settling in to student life was simple. There was an immediate social network in my fellow freshers, the halls of residence provided everything I needed and school had prepared me for the more demanding aspects of a liberal arts degree course. But of course, there was one thing missing.Separated from Jenny and James and with no access to any girly clothes, there was a gap in my life. I wasn?t comfortable with the idea of getting exposed as a crossdresser to my student friends, so coming out on campus was not in my plans.As my first term dragged on, my frustrations increased, but relief was on the horizon. I decided to go to a neighbouring Ankara escort Bayan city for an exhibition, and the route from the station to the museum took me through the LGBT area. It wasn?t planned. I didn?t even know it existed until I was in it, but it was a revelation. Amongst the colourful cafes and bars nestled amongst the canal network people of all orientations felt free to be who they wanted to be ? holding hands, walking arm in arm and even kissing. In short, the kind of things that was normal for straight couples but unseen on an average UK high street.I didn?t take any action that day, but the seed of an idea had been planted. Here was a city, only a twenty minute train journey away, where I could be Christy again with no one knowing about Christian. And so the following Friday I headed straight to the station after my morning lecture. I didn?t have any girl clothes, but it was a hot September day and a lot of my wardrobe was purposefully androgynous. On the train I headed to the toilet, where Escort Balgat I slipped off my socks, rolled up my skinny jeans a few inches to show some ankle over my cherry red Converse and styled my black bobbed hair into something more feminine. It wasn?t a transformation, but for me it was liberating to feel that little bit more girly again.From the station, I headed straight to the canal district where I spent some time wandering around and getting my bearings. I had a coffee in a cool café-bar which sported a rainbow flag outside, took a deep breath and then set out on part two of my expedition ? to head into town and stock up on some essentials.Although Jenny had taken me out a couple of times, this was the first time I?d ever shopped on my own. I thought I would feel awkward, nervous, uncomfortable. But the truth was I was in a city where no-one knew me or anything about me and I soon stopped worrying and just enjoyed the experience. I focussed on the cheaper fashion stores, covering every inch of the Batıkent escort floor space and making sure that I checked everything out from sports kit to formal work clothes, lingerie to evening wear. I loved the feel of the fabric in my hands, imagining how the clothes would feel to slip into and building up a fantasy wardrobe in my head. Despite doing a lot of browsing, I decided to take it easy this first time, knowing that I could repeat the experience any Friday.But I did come away with a few essentials. Jenny had taught me that people see what they want see and draw conclusions from those cue points. A chunky watch screams male, but a slimline one says girl. So I made sure to pick up a just few key accessories, a little make up, and a couple of small items of clothing and underwear. I didn?t want to stagger back to my room burdened with shopping bags and getting any unwanted questions. At the checkout I was a little nervous, looking for any strange looks from the checkout assistant, but I needn?t have worried as they were more interested in carrying on their conversation with their colleague on the other till.Back at my new favourite bar I paid a visit to the ladies where I slipped on a new matching jewellery set consisting of a simple silver necklace, bracelet and ankle chain and a skinny black t-shirt with capped sleeves.