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The next few days were pure bliss. Douglas came over to my house and we watched movies together. I cooked for him and we asked each other questions, so we could get to know each other more. I hoped I wasn?t dreaming. I don?t know what I would?ve done if it turned out to be a dream, but I couldn?t tell reality from dreams anymore. It felt like my dreams were reality, and reality had turned to dreams. Douglas had just left a few minutes ago. He came over in the morning, with his school bag and books. When I opened the door he had the cutest smile on his face. He never failed to make my heart skip a beat. He suggested that we spend our time studying for the test we had on upcoming Thursday, so that?s what we did the whole day. I smiled as I thought about Douglas. We had agreed to stay friends for a while, until we had gotten to know each other better. I didn?t mind. I didn?t want this to be too rushed. I mean, sure, we had already rushed things, but it wasn?t too late to slow things down again. My cell phone beeped, letting me know that someone had texted me. I walked to my bed and grabbed it, then fell backwards on the bed. Douglas: Hey, I just got home. What are you doing? Me: I was just thinking about things, before you texted me (: Douglas: Thinking? Thinking of me, I hope. (; I giggled even though no one was with me. Me: Ha-ha, you?re funny, but no I wasn?t thinking of you. :P Douglas: Then who or what were you thinking ankara escort about? I was pretty sure I got you thinking of me before I left? Do I have to come back and make sure that you have something of me to think about? I laughed out loud. I liked his challenge. Me: Maybe. Maybe not. You decide (; Douglas: Maybe I will. Just you wait! Me: Silly boy. Douglas: I?m serious about it, you know. Me: Uh Huh, sure you are. (: Goodnight sillybutt. I waited a few minutes for him to text back, but he didn?t, so I shrugged and went to take a shower and get ready for bed. I was just getting out of the shower when I heard the doorbell ring. Who in the heck would be coming around this time? I thought to myself, confused. I dried myself off then grabbed my silk robe and put it on before I went to open the door. The doorbell rang again. ?Coming!? I yelled out as I walked to the door. I opened it, and no one was there. ?Hello?? I called out. ?Is anyone there?? No answer. ?Ding dong ditchers. Great,? I said.* *** I was about to close the door, when it was suddenly pushed open and someone with a hockey mask came in. I tried to run towards my room where my cell phone was, but the stranger grabbed me and pushed me up against the closed door, covering my mouth, before I was able to scream. ?I?m not here to hurt you,? he said, in a deep voice that I recognized from somewhere. Adrenaline was pulsing in my blood. My heart was beating ankara escort bayan fast and my mind was muddled up. I couldn?t think straight. I tried to place the voice, but it had been muffled by the mask. The fear was choking me, making me unable to think correctly. The feel of his body pinning me to the wall stirred something inside me, but I refused to believe I was getting aroused by this. I tried to push the unknown man away, but he was stronger than me. He pinned my hands up above my head with his hands. ?Hey, calm down,? he said to me. I tried to push him away again, but to no avail. He held his ground and kept me pinned to the door with his body. ?I told you to calm down girl,? he said again. ?What do you want?? I said, fear in my voice. ?What do I want? Isn?t it obvious?? he replied, chuckling. ?I want you,? he said, as his hands went for my robe. ?You can?t!? I screamed out, trying to free my hands and protect myself. ?Why?? he asked. His amusement showed in his voice. His hands touched my face, ?You?re beautiful, you know that?? he said, as his hands went down my face to my neck, slowly. My body responded to his touch, feelings of pleasure washed over me. ?Please, don?t do this,? I cried, my words contradicting what my body felt. ?Hey, shhh, don?t cry,? he said, shushing me and wiping my tears away. Again as his hand touched my face my body responded. Part of me knew it was wrong to feel escort ankara aroused by this situation, but my mind battled as somewhere this tapped into one of my darkest fantasies. Unwilling to accept that I wanted this to be happening, to be true; I continued my half-hearted plea for freedom. ?Please, let me go. I?ll give you money,? I begged. ?I don?t want your money, I just want you,? he said, as he untied the robe with one hand. ?No, please, I?m begging you,? I begged again, crying. ?Shhh. It?ll be okay, Jenny,? he said, as he touched and caressed my stomach. I stood frozen, ?How do you know my name?? The unknown man chuckled. He let go of my hands, but kept his other hand on my stomach. With his free hand, he took off his mask. It was like time had slowed down. It seemed to take a long time for me to believe what I saw in front of me. ?No. It can?t be. Why?? ?Jacob,? I finally said. ?It?s me. I?m glad you remembered. Thought you?ve forgotten about me, since you know, you never texted me,? Jacob said. ?It really hurt my feelings, Jenny.? I didn?t know what to say to him, I?m sorry? I don?t think so? ?And it hurts even more that you still haven?t said anything either. Well, except for my name of course,? he said. ?I?m sorry, Jacob,? I replied. ?I? I lost your number and?? ?Lost my number? Jenny, sweetie, I saw you crumple it up and throw it away,? he said, grabbing my face to make me look him in his eyes. I couldn?t deny that there had been times that I wished I?d kept his number. If things had been different and Douglas wasn?t on the scene, then maybe I could?ve admitted that I was attracted to Jacob, and had even daydreamed about what it would be like to kiss him.