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14 years in the making cockold that gone terribleI'll start by saying this I'm not sure yet because they will be part two of this but as of now I strongly believe that certain fantasies should remain as such because I learned a lesson of a lifetime so far that giving me nothing but tears and lots of bad ideas since it started it started well actually took shape just about two and a half months ago end of May the idea was not knew it was from about 14 years ago when we got married which was a swap with another couple or introducing not to mail into the mix well we couldn't quite never find the proper situation the right people and we weren't ready who knows it was always something that popped out usually it was from my wife's side she was really reluctant 10 years ago or so we got close but it didn't work out at all and she kind of got depressed by the failure and haven't even bother to try or given any thoughts to it at allhowever this time it went different because it wasn't really planned there was no such thing it was the beginning of Summer end of May we were approached on our property by a salesperson he was with two other young guys that were selling something they came across very nice very intelligent proper impressed me very much however my wife was in there so I told him to come back when she was there when next time came I was not home and only one of them came by the other two were given different areas of the state to try to sell the product my wife met the gentleman and I told them she couldn't do anything say anything because I wasn't there and didn't know anything about what I said earlier and told them to come back when I was home well good thing or bad thing depending how you look at it he did come back came back maybe a week laterAnd we sat down and we're discussing the products was offering we were very interested but I couldn't quite pull the trigger because of all the expenses that I was exposed to at the time I told him we would probably buy it at a later time as we were talking to him he was here for about 45 minutes he was from very far away from over 2,000 miles away almost across the country we immediately collect all three of us it was like it was meant to be just very different young man raised differently we never met anybody quite like him in the tri-state area here so we exchange numbers he was looking for a place to stay while selling the product we weren't too comfortable because a wouldn't know him but if it was just him we probably would have the problem had to go him and to office friends that were selling stuff and we just didn't feel comfortable with little c***dren at home and so on and on so we said we would try to help him by asking neighbors and other peopleWe have asked and came with nothing he contacted us about a week later and said he was all set they were able to get a place and he thanked us for trying at that time we got talking a little bit more and called them to swing by every time he was done with work since he was working in our town when he was hungry so once a week or so he came by and we fed him a nice dinner as my wife is a excellent cook I haven't met you yet any place that you can dine in or any person that cannot cook this woman so she makes foods that melt away in your mouth illegal bahis so he was hooked on food very quicklyCrazy thing is the first time I saw him with my wife together I remember seeing her look at this guy he's big strong he's going to fuck with you oh my God this would be incredible she sent to me are you crazy he looks so young it's probably u******e and I'll look at this guy . Of course we joked It off left it as such two or three visits later I approached him and offered him my wife and I told him that if he wanted to he could talk to her it was all right he could text her treat her if she was single if he felt like it he according to what we found out later almost didn't come back he got really spooked spoke to his best friend who told him to stay the hell away something made him come back he said that he never talked in his life he would ever be approached as a bowl and he never did anything like that and he wouldn't be able to just jump into bed but he's not saying that something what happened it would so we left it at suchI kept trying to push them together as it would have never ever get anywhere as both of them have almost an identical personality quiet easy-going and they just don't say much and don't really answer questions when asked would drive me crazy by the way I'm on the other hand and very outspoken and go right for things go get her I guess in a way so I just kept at it and say hey what's going on what's going on wasn't really getting anywhere so one day I said hey are you attracted to her or what he really had no way to get out of that one and he said yes next week or so they ended up kissing the first time speaking of that that took a month-and-a-half to happen a week later did it again I shouldn't even better the next week after that even better but they just didn't go any furtherseems like you was struggling trying to figure out what he should do and he tried to stay away so as time was approaching the end 2 weeks into his vacation and he just said I'm going to be very busy working or sleeping for the next two weeks I'll stop by when I'm leaving say goodbye my wife sent you a message which I told her to write and how to write it cuz he wasn't responding to her style of messaging which is what he would write easy-going none confrontive it just wouldn't get anywhere I told her specifically what to say which was what's going on why you avoiding me what's the problem talk to me so he at that time did respond to that to her he told her what do you want exactly do you want sex or do you want me to give you a k** what are you need hereAnd to make things kind of crazy. Month and a half that he was here that he kept coming we had by far no comparison to anything else the best sex life of our lives everyday we have sex every day was great and better stronger she was Guy having between 15 and 25 orgasms every time we discover to between you and waiting to know if you could receive just everything was phenomenal and what was the driving force behind it what was the fuel it was him every time we would talk about him or think about him and it would just make things incredible but at the same time I made a few errors myself I need that to her having sex with someone is not possible if she doesn't have an emotional attachment illegal bahis siteleri therefore I asked her and I told her maybe you should develop some feelings for him to make it easier for you and over the five or six weeks she did just that little by little you are not up 2 weeks into it excuse me two weeks towards the end of it I said can you imagine what if he doesn't up having sex with you and it's raw and he ends up breeding you she said that's not possible I have the IUD just get it removed just get it done I don't know what I was thinking why I had these ideas why I kept saying this but I did I guess I didn't think any of it would come to be because my fantasies been there for 14 years and never got anywhere so I kind of told over this just another adventure day Will come and and go without any resultsBut know this time around it wasn't she took it all literally and when he finally I offered her that I mentioned earlier she agreed to it all almost overnight she made an appointment at OBGYN and had her mirena removeddoctors and nurses know us there from our previous c***dren and congratulated us for having or trying to have another c***d I was excited at the moment yet scared maybe a little bit down the background same day. Tuesday morning she removed it the same day in the evening I took the k**s out for 4 hours and he came over and they had their moment he came inside of her and when I got home I didn't really panic or anything I sold them both later I found out they just finished a few minutes before we got back and she offered me to tell me everything about it I couldn't stomach it and I said no thank you the reason why you ask yourself because in my fantasy that I had for all these years I was supposed to be there when it was happening whether when another person or with a couple that didn't happen I wasn't there I was robbed of my key most important fantasy part so then I said to her if that doesn't happen I need to have a video this is critically important to me and yet again that I was denied to me as well by being called it's a private moment I don't think it's going to be Constable etc etc so I don't know if that is part of it but I feel really shity about it because of it I thinkWell little by little she kept telling me anyways even though I didn't want to hear it every time she did I would break down and start crying one time we were at the carnival and she said oh my God I can't I can barely walk and this was the next day on Wednesday I said what your hips hurt your niece what what's the problem sis everything my hips Mai tais the insides and I just couldn't take it I said how dare you do this to me how can you do this how can you tell me this like this there are two or three other examples of similar wording that she used that really got me upset I guess it's some kind of a strange jealousy because I didn't see it little by little I learned a few things about the encounter as we originally estimated that being that he's much taller than me and 10 years younger than her and 20 years younger than me he would be really big and uncircumcised well turned out that he was circumcised he was the same length I was but didn't have the Gert the wit which I guess being that it's my first time ever made me feel canlı bahis siteleri a little better that she didn't get destroyed in experience something dramatically different at the same time there are differences big ones curved curvature in a different direction no skin and obviously when you're circumcised you can last a lot longer because you don't have like 85 and 90% of nerves so he was able to have her in a missionary style for 30 minutes going deep fast and hard without coming as she told her it was difficult for him to come none of this was new to me as over the years I told her what to be expected what can be how it will be so on and onThey were supposed to come back and meet on Thursday same week unfortunately having that IUD removed gave her a very big. Starting Wednesday morning so everything he did on Tuesday got flashed out and she had a heavy. Where they couldn't do it anymore they did meet up I do the k**s out again about 4 hours and she was able to give him a BJ not all the way to the end as she was never really to grade on it but now she knew. It'll take a lot more work to make him come then you make me come and he liked deep-throating so she was never doing that either so now she's trying to learn it and experiment in the midst of it all I made a deal I told him and her that while he was doing her and trying to give her a c***d I would not have any intercourse with her not to contaminate or even the slightest possibility not if she does become pregnant you wouldn't be hisI came to learn that this was a big mistake on my part as I do not know how to enjoy or have sex without physical attachment I have to love someone to have the great experiment and without having sex with my wife now full ver 3 and 1/2 Weeks my love is fading if I don't have the whole formula it's a disaster we've been talking about it and we will probably restart even though it was promised not toThey made plan and she's going to see him towards the end of this month September she's going to fly there for three days and three nights and try to get some answers she loves him she love me sounds like she's polyamorous and would like us both to be part of her life and have another c***d at 2 with him it's so much that I don't know what to do I like him I'm not going to deny it I think he's a great man I told him that if I died I would be glad that we met him because I know that the k**s and her would be in good hands we are considering moving there she's going to go figure things out whether she gets pregnant or not I don't know probably yes she's very far tile and I don't know what he wants to do what a role he wants to play we don't know any of this and I have such a hard time accepting all of this not I've cried a gallon of tears so far and I don't know what to do maybe in part 2 on no more maybe I'll make bonus editions will there be descriptions of what happened more sexually she did write a letter that 7 pages long detailing the whole thing that happened how when where how it felt everything it hasn't been easy on her she been crying as well and my k**s like him so we'll see sorry for this thing being all over the place again I never did this before I'm talking to the phone instead of typing just don't have the time and I hope you can figure out what I'm saying and ask questions feel free and I will address him and follow-up stories thanks to all that Reddit and I hope you enjoyed it this thing is 100% true there's no fiction in this at all some gaps that I might not know or I haven't thought of